Life is
Punk and Hip-Hop
Fun
Let's go!
My name is
“Captain”
Before
Salaried worker
but
Quit my job
Moving out of the apartment
April 2023
I went on a wandering journey.
Well
so-called
Van life
About truck campers
List of articles
Now
Full remote work
I make a living.
My life so far
To summarize
Born and raised in Tokyo
- When I was a teenager,
Youth 18 Ticket Train Travel - Domestic Motorcycle Trip - When I was in my 20s,
American Study Abroad & Employment - Wandering - Return to Japan
- In my 30s,
Marriage – Divorce – Disownment – Cohabitation with a Filipino
Breakup – Separating from Children
I occasionally take short trips.
- When I was 40 years old,Hospitalized for alcoholism
Before
Strong Zero 500mm
I drink it every night
Let's drink on the holidays!
If that's the case, it's bottomless.
As much as you want
I could drink it.
But
For several days
You've been drinking from morning till night.
To stop it precisely
Extreme sweating and
Behave suspiciously
suffering from withdrawal symptoms
When it gets to that point
I haven't been able to sleep much for several days.
Tens of minutes
Even if I could sleep
With nightmares
I'm covered in sweat.
I wake up
Even during the day
Acting suspicious and continuing to sweat
Without being able to talk properly
Like a small animal
Jiggly
Afraid
From the outside looking in
The Suspicious Person
Have you had that kind of experience?
If you repeat it many times
That's enough.
will be
When the withdrawal symptoms subsided
When I enter a convenience store
As if
Like a magnet
I'm standing in front of the liquor section.
Usually
Let's start drinking here again
Returning to the original loop, but
This can't go on forever.
Life
To feel keenly that it is empty
Finally, hospitalization...
For several months
Work, no going out, sober.
Ever since I was born
There isn't one.
Hospitalized
In bed, to yourself
I ask.
What do you want to do?
The symptoms have subsided.
After some time
The answer is out.
I want to travel one more time.
You're still drunk!
That's incorrect.
Moving in the past
For me, having done it over 30 times
wandering
It is life itself
なによりも
旅を愛してます
やりたい事は分かってる
いつ死ぬか 分からない
未来への不安な気持ちは
いくら貧乏や 金持ちでもある
だとすれば
一体いつになったら
幸せになれるのだろう？
やれるうちにやらないで
やれなくなった時
きっと
誰かのせいにする
30代の頃まで
自分は特別で
何か奇跡が起きて
その場から抜け出せると
思ってたけど
やっと
目が覚めました
自分から
寄せて行くしかない！
Again
ある人は
言いました
なんで 旅するの？
旅をするなら
明確な目的や理由が
あった方がいい
サーフィンとか釣りとか
etc…
悩みました…
その結果
うーん・・・
理由はない
まだ
知らない土地に
いったい
何があるのか？
その好奇心しかなく
それがまさに
僕の原動力
知らない文化に
巡り合って
旅をするのが
何によりも 楽しい！
この 変態野郎！
はいっ！
話を戻しますが
一人で
長旅をすると
得られる事も
たくさんありますが
得られない事や
失う事も
たくさんあります
(家族・信用 etc )
若い頃
自ら旅した事により
広げた自分の世界を
元に戻せなくて
ツライ時があります
それはもう
どうしようもないし
１度きりの人生
全部は手に入りません
再出発が
遅くなったけれど
ちゃんと準備すりゃ
きっと大丈夫
今ならまだ行ける
ピンピンしてる
I make choices,
and I don’t look back
そんな訳で
残りのはかない人生かけて
キャピ おじさん
は旅立ちます
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しょーもない事とか
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お願い申し上げます
くだらねー
内容について
賛同する人や
そうでない人も
旅に少しでも
興味がある人の
糧になれば幸いです
Capi
Please support me on OFUSE!!
I will become a wanderer!